What is a life time partener?

A life time partner is someone that knows you?
someone that understands you?
someone that truly be there for you?
someone that forgive you?
someone that hold you tight?

Understand you everything you need, why you act so, why you love to do so...
There for you when u need, when u are in trouble.
Forgive you when u did wrong, accept your changes,
Hold you for a life time, sleep by your side.

All of these above is just someone even friends can do so...


A life time partner is the one and only one.
Is the one who be there before trouble comes,
advice you before anything happens,
knows you before than anyone else and guide you,
reduce all the possibility that you will get hurt.

IS the one that make sure your life is the best.

I'm waiting now, waiting for the one to come...
I don't care waiting for years n years...
Until my Mr. RIGHT comes...

呸！

不要随便给承诺！因为你没有资格！
整个滥交这样！
说到自己几好几好……
几爱我几爱我……
也不过只是如此……

给我死远点……
好像是这样！到最后收缩的是那条废材？！

为什么人会选择放弃？

从小到他，每个人都告诉你，无论遇到什么样的问题你都要学着忍耐……
忍得多了，你会觉得其实是不必要的……
如果什么都要忍，那么辛苦，那样的人生值得吗？

你只有一次的机会享受人生，你何苦把自己弄得惨不忍睹？
我本身认为自己觉得快乐才是最重要，最幸福的人生。

你曾看过你的父母在你的面前落泪吗？
因为他们的无能而落泪，因为你的伤害而落泪……
因为不值得的你担心受怕！

现在的我学会放手，放弃……
只要我的家人需要的东西我会把他放第一位……
就算是多么的不合理，我也可以让他合理……

所以别在我的面前做戏……
你只会让我觉得恶心，自私，没用……
滚吧……到你自己的世界去……
我再也不会留你这样不知错的一个人……

Im so stupid

I told myself that day , Never fall again ...
But I'm so stupid , I fall again n again ...
Just because I saw u, I saw your face ...
I saw your action has change ...

I thought I did changed, I thought I tried my best ...
In fact, I did ...
So I have no regret in this relationship ...

You are the 1 who dumped me ...
And I curse U ...
I curse U, U r the most fuking person I had ever saw in my life!

You are so terrible ! U choose to leave me alone again n again ...
You saw my scar , You saw my tears , You saw me cry !!
You saw everything , You even saw thru me ...

And this is what I deserve...
To be choose to be nothing ...
NOTHING AT ALL...

I will live a better life without u !
U ask for patch back with those girlfriend who betrayed u !
but u ask for break up with those who love u !

U FUCKING COWARD , SLUT , UNBELIEVABLE , UNMATURE,
SELFISH,IRRITATING,ANNOYING, IRRESPONSIBLE ,
PATHETIC BITCH !

“龙猫” Sapphire

This is my new pet "Long Mao"

He's name is Sapphire ^^
4 months old now , super fat ...

He loves to sleep behind the curtain ...





See his pity face ... Oooo
He's in the cage ~



He loves to climb as high as possible ....
Disturb me sleeping at night ...
Bite my ears to wake me up in the morning
just to FEED HIM
==

He'll come to me when he is hungry , sitting on my laps ....
SO CUTE !!!!

我错我认了

每次看到你的部落个写得好痛苦，好感性……

好像我真的误会了你，误会了你的一番好意……

每天都会因为小事情吵架，不管有没有都吵一番……

甚至你要伤害你自己来让我气消……

我还能说些什么？

你每次都说我错，可能我真的错了……

既然我错得那么离谱，我说话也没有你写部落格那么好看……

我也没有你会写得那么体贴大方……

我想说的是，我们不是想象中那么适合……

给自己和对方冷静……

是时候想想我们该做个选择……

别再找我了吧，因为我知道当看到你我会心软，

我会当什么事都没有发生，

也肯定没刚才那么生气了，

所以别见面吧……

Argument of understanding case

Recently we have been arguing for small matters that rely doesn't even matters...

You told me some disagreement , and so do I ...

From whispering to talk and to shout ...

Vein and Capillaries burst within me .... Ouch ~

You realized something after we argued ... But ~

I don't think is understanding is enuf ...

Action shud be taken since the very beginning ...

Chances I gave is like Tonnes carried away...

Maybe I'm just a pathetic psychotic insane bitch ...

Who think as much as u ...

Maybe I don't deserve the chance you gave too ...

Tired night I had ...

：男朋友：

甜蜜的一段感情是不可能永远甜蜜，

偶尔吵吵架也可以很甜蜜……

当我一个人坐着发呆时，

好多片断都会在我脑海里出现……

我现在才发觉，

原来爱情不是只是两个人，

而是牵连到家人和朋友……

甚至需要在朋友，家人和男朋友的事件里做出选择……

我以为只要平衡，

付出再多，

不管哪儿方都了解，明白……

其实那时错误的，

偶尔你要去分辨什么是轻重……

你应该去偏袒哪一方……

既然爱了，就不要放手……

AngeL

I bought a book name AngeL ,

by L.A WEATHERLY...

It says that a good angel is a dead angel ...

Interesting story , something like vampires are usually bad , but there also a good vampire ...

A bit unbelievable , but that is why it attracts me...

In this whole universe , there is always some people pass by Ur life ...

Things that they had done to you may hurt u , or love u ...

But they are an example to us that teaches u in this LIFE ...

Don't stay in your own life , give people a chance to change ...

Don't stay in the well forever , give yourself a chance too...

Let LIFE proof to you , you are not always ALONE ...

:)

“Dream what you want to dream; go where you want to go; be what you want to be, because you have only one life and one chance to do all the things you want to do.”

Let me satisfied ???

Daddy birthday

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long time didint uplaod blog

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all not yet prepare

hope my result

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Let me satisfied

ALL

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BEST

MY

FRIENDS

^^

♥ Biology day ♥

~ Biodiversity ~

I love this feather ... wanna steal ><''

this are some kind of seed ==


oak tree seed or what ...


Not really paying attention in class , coz I'm busy taking photos... ^^

This call " pig cage grass " in chinese ><'' sibeh cute ...

Car Crash ==''

BANG!!!

I got bang into a truck == ''
The truck's damage is much more worse than mine ...



I forgot to take the picture of the truck coz I'm blank at the moment ==''

That day so black luck ...
Wait for 1 hour to make report , but when it is my turn ...
Kick Chak ... No electricity !!!



See the glasses O_O ...
not mine of course , its from the truck ...

Why are you Sounds so unhappy ?

Lately, u have been very quiet ... quiet than usual u do ...
I try to ask u , but u deny that ....
I know something might have I done to affect your mood ...
Try to tell me and we solve all the things together ....

You know how much I really do care about u ....
I miss u so much that you can even imagine ....
My dear one .... please tell me !!

♥ Nothing ♥

Feels blank to write anything now ...
Day and day pass....
Feel so quiet to be in your arm ~~

Memories cross my mind -- how we met ..
Remarkable experience and laughter we share...
Stupidity of yours and Stubbornness of mine ...

I was drunk on the first day we met ... You took good care of me ...
Your first messages is fast ... just a few minutes u didn't see me ...
4-5 hours I reply 1 message of yours ... You are quite a patient one ...

You starting to be my alarm , my reminder of everything...
You nags me to sleep , drink , eat , bath , play , rest , study ...
Things haven't change after all ...

You tolerant with me all the time ... Spend our time at home watching PPS...
You bring me to your friend , your family and introduce them to me ...
Slowly , I'hd use to your world instead of my cold life ...

Please don't keep on worrying about me ... I'm not your burden ...
I'm old enough to arrange myself in my cold life ...
I'm strong enough to take good care of myself ...

Love you always my dear one ... ^^

♥ 天下大乱 ♥

我告诉你们一些很好笑的东西！
竟然有人问我什么叫做尊重！！！
哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈……可怜！

我就是因为太过“尊重”你们了，所以你们脑袋习惯了让人尊重！
你们的脸是用金镶的，所以难免人家摸下，你会觉得侮辱！
不像我，我的脸没像你们一样，子弹打不进~

你说我不能出去，我带朋友回家，你又叫我体谅你们，因为你们的工作？！
那我带女生的时候你又不出声？！
哦！原来是性别歧视！！

男女朋友在一个房间就一定要做爱？！
你会不会太过神经质了？
难道你跟我爸爸也是一天到晚都在做？
我看我爸爸就来精尽人亡了……
可能你们太兴奋了！！ 哈哈哈哈哈……


还说因为什么因为什么==''
大声就很厉害？你很委屈？！你委屈可以对着我来喊！
我委屈呢？对你们来喊可以吗？
不可以？因为你们是大人哦？明白~

不给我出去是因为不想我夜回？我竟来的一个月都是12.00 到家烈！
哦？以前！
以前我还在我妈妈肚子，以前你们还在吵架打架到进医院！
以前我爸爸是个烂人，可是你却爱得要命==？
以前？我在从前呢~嘻嘻 ^^

因为你给我两天的自由所以很伟大？！
哇！！ 亏你说得出口！你的伟大大到像个石头压在我的身上！
几伟大啊！

还说我背叛家人？
我因为什么被判家人？因为我跟我男朋友拍拖？因为我出去？
因为我跟你们吵架？因为我不想理你们？
O_O 不好意思，你的作文离题了~
幼儿园读起吧！

说我不明白？不明白的是你吧？！
你们的脑像石头一样，没有血细胞！

我不想读书你们又不给……现在是你读还是我读？
我想做工你也不给，现在是你做还是我做？
我想嫁人你也不给，现在是你嫁还是我嫁？==
我要睡觉，接电话，冲凉，读书，吃饭都要你们来批准？

你还说对我的要求很低？！ 哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈~
我快要笑死了！！！

厉害！wakakkakakakak !!!

♥ My promise to You ♥

No matter how many people didn't stop provoke my dear,
They will never spoil your reputation...
What my dear mean to me, from the moment beginning till the end is safe in my heart ...

Back stabber and far more nonsense and so call advice doesn't affect my dear and me,
so stop those nonsense before I run my temper ...

Is now 3.10 am in the morning , I just called you for few minutes ago...
But you are in your sweet dream and soft bed...
I dare not wake u my dear ...

I didn't study for my exam lately , things happens in a blast ...
I clam myself down and relax by FBing ^^ and elsword Ing ~

Wish my dear friends will good luck in our biology and statistic paper on Wednesday!!
4 more papers to go , and whoa !
Relaxing in a no qualms status !!

♥ 人永远都不会满足 ♥

从小，妈妈叫我，你的人生要你自己去争取……
所以我尽我的能力去想办法争取你给不到我的东西……

而我发觉，那个东西是我永远都争取不到的！
你时那么的高高在上，永远都是摆着一幅很严肃样子的爸爸……

你以前告诉我~
妈妈的不好，妈妈的错……
难道你没有照照镜子，回忆你之前的错吗？

我不是一定要因为你是我的爸爸而生存！！
因为你认为你的保护一定能给到我最好的……
因为你的计划是可以给到我最舒服的……
因为你的快乐所以我应该跟着你的脚步的……

那时你认为的！ 不要把你认为的放在别人的生活里……
我有我的立场！我站在你的立场想过，你？有吗？

你不知是野蛮霸道，而且是顽固过石头！

你罚我不能用电话，不能驾车，不能出去，不能这个那个！
因为我没有听电话？！

你真的是不可理喻！可是我想告诉你！
因为我尊敬你所以才听你,而不是因为我怕你！

我曾经很努力你尝试跟你聊天！结果你比牛脑还硬！
我曾经很努力尝试让你明白我的做法跟想法！
我曾经用尽方法来让你笑，结果因为我说错一句所以你不开心……

你看不到我的努力，你看不到我的期待！
你看不到我的心疼，你看不到我的伤心！
你看到的只是你要的安排，生存方式！

虽然我爱你这个爸爸，可是同时间我恨你这个所谓的爸爸！

♥ 只要你 ♥

最近的你身体不舒服，我很担心你……

最近的你都没有睡饱，很眼圈深了好多……

最近的你从工作带了很多伤回来，我更担心你……

你说你喜欢我陪你，我天天都陪你几个小时 ^^

虽然我天天都说分手，可是都是冲口而出的！

那天真的是因为你的aunty……

把我的头发弄得跟啊婆没分别所以才生气地！

你把头发剪了，很帅 ^^

宝贝~别担心！

虽然我晚上睡不着，可是我还是想着你……

等我哭累了，就睡了拉！ ^^

♥ Random post ♥

Recently, I saw a close friend of mine broke up with her boyfriend due to ways of acting of the boy... Yupe , I do really agree that boys shouldn't be lazy , boys has the responsibility to fight the your own future and live a life you dream to live ...

Luckily my beloved one have his own idea and planning for the future without my worries and forward pushiness.... Just some spirit support will do ^^ ....

Having serious Insomnia these nights ...

Hugging my beloved pillows , miko and chicken feather to sleep...

But it doesn't help much until tears falls off my cheeks...

Love the smell of my sweet 19 years old pillows !!

Poison drops by drop followed years stays inside them ^^

♥ Bitten by me ♥

谢谢你的温柔体贴，我对你的无理取闹，你当成是个爱的表现……

在我累的时候，你总是把肩膀借我当枕头……

你时常迁着我的手，因为我需要你的体温……

你时常抱着我说好幸福 , 其实给我幸福的人是你……

你对我的宽容到了一个没有境界的地方…… 把我捧在手心，细心照顾，从不离开……

我答应不离开你，虽然我天天都跟你说30次分手……

我答应跟你经过人生的每一分钟，每一秒，一直到最后……

因为你是我的最后……唯一的最后……